Wednesday, 31 August 2016


Change... Hands up who struggles? I at times can really struggle with it, someone I once flatted with told me that change is amazing but shit at the same time... amazing that new doors and adventures are opening (sometimes there's also the weird in between phase where you're like where the hell is this new door?!?!) but shit that a door that you may of enjoyed is now closing and well let's be honest there are times you want to slam a door shut and pad lock it several million times before bolting away.

Not changing can be comfortable, at times you don't even know if you're making the right choice and well if you struggle with anxiety it can feel sickening, impossible and a place of complete darkness in which your mind doesn't seem to shut the fuck up, other times you just know you're ready... it's like running through the doors of freedom and in the mind set of this is me, this is who I am, this what I want and this is where I'm going.

Change can be beautiful, refreshing, painful and hard in which you don't know if it is going to turn out the way you want it, that it is a part of life and somehow you have to trust that wherever it's taking you it's teaching you the lessons you need to learn... good, bad and indifferent and that it is all leading to the same place of living out your destiny.

With magic from me to you
Rainbow :) xoxo